maaaths

     Maths is such a pain. I cant get it right! AAAARGHHHH!! I am stuck at this book for nearly ... 4months. Gosh!! The problems sums here are like walnut shells. so hell hard to crack. I dont understand why. My friends find this an easy chapter. No they said "REAL EASY".. Do you find solving problems on equation of a line hard? My brain probably need some programming on this area. ~sighs~

Life

     Everyone leads a different life. So different. Some chooses to do evil, ending in a path undesirable. Some chooses the right path yet tormented by the devil for not having enough faith in Him. These are the people who can choose their path of life, What about those that can't. One soul, one human yet everyone live differently.

      I recently met a little girl of 4. she is adorable but she hardly smiles. Average size of her age but she has thin limbs and a constantly swelled chest and stomach. She could'nt play like other kids. No running, jumping, laughing. She does not have that energy, that strenght, and could not afford to fall down which will put her life at risks. The joy of kids is not in her. Not when she is hurting all the time!

     Since she was a newborn, She is down with liver complications. Been through several major surgery. Dependant upon medication all her life. She is waiting for the sufficient funds to allow her for a liver transplant. Though her family is well to do, they are still struggling with her medical cost. Nothing that we can help to do. We can't but.. He can. I pray that may the your merciful hands rest on her. I pray that you will ease this family's situation. I pray that may she be better each day and that she can have her stolen childhood back. I pray that may others who are suffering be salvaged to be eased of their pain and problems. I pray that may more receive your grace, love and truth. Thank you Lord.

Soooo Tired

      Hey guys, sorry to post the promised picture two days late.. I was sooo busy and tired these few days. I have to wake up at like.. nine or earlier in the morning when I have been sleeping like two to three in the morning. Dear me, I actually dozed off in school today. Twice in fact. ~haiz~

     God is so amazing. I have been studying bible as one of my school subjects. As I learn it became clearer and clearer to me that I did not believe the wrong God. I did dare to say that He, Jesus, and Holy Spirit is my greatest gift that I have received in my entire life. I mean what else on this fallen world can give me when eventually everything is nothing but dust. But He through Jesus Christ saved us from this mess. Whenever I hear that one is a believer, I felt relieved and happy for him. (At least this one is saved). It really scares me when news showed report of murder, assasin, rape, robbery, everything is so dangerous. Nowhere safe.  nowhere, nowhere AT ALL. Not even your own house for you dont know when and what will happen... Catastrophe, robbery... U NVR KNOW. At times when I see human sinning, it angers me, piss me off. I hate the devil. It is killing everyone! MY RELATIVES INCLUDED! MY LOVED ONES!! I HATE YOU AND I WILL HUNT YOU ALL MY LIFE! I pray that I can be a vessle unto Him to bring more to Him. Everlasting life is not that hard to achieve. Let Him lead and ALL WILL TURN OUT TO BE BEST OF ALL ROUTES. Repent brethen, repent. 

You have received the best of gifts Eetheart. God bless:)

DONE!!!!

     Yeah!! My puppy's done! I am so satisfied with it!:) hahaha. Finally! This is one of my most satisfied art piece:) The utmost difficult part for me is the fur part. Gosh! It sure is one tough one. But I am happy with it. I thank the lord for the skill that he has given me. I hope that my skill can one day be put to use to help save the world. I trust Him. Do you?:):) Cant get the images uploaded.(sigh)Will load it tmr then. Sorry guys.. Stay tuned!

Rainy morning

The outline



Cute right? hahaha



     Todays rainy weather ruin the day. I cant go to school today because of it. I dont go to school everyday which makes my trip to school somewhat looked forward to. Gosh I am so sleepy!! remember the puppy drawing I talked about, Its almost finished. I just need to add on a body for the puppy, some background, and some fur on it. You may be wondering how come the head of the puppy is already painted there but the body is still in pencil line against the painted background. Pardon me, beginner at work... 

Satisfaction

Yeah! I drew a puppy today! Its CUTE! Hahaha. I managed to draw it with the help from DragoArt.com. Its simplified steps to draw a relistic animal is really really useful! I am very satisfied with it!( I have nvr managed to draw so nicely before) Nothing really great actually but to me its .. YEAH!! Hahaha. I plan to paint it on canvas with acrylic paint. I will post each completed steps so keep a lookout! Damn. I cant get the picture uploaded. Dont worry I will try it again tmr! See ya

My Dinner Box!

     Look! Those are made by my mum. She prepared it for my dinner today while i was at work:):) YUMMY.. HAHAHA

    The one on the upper right is my tong shui, (dessert for cantonese language). It has got white fungus, longan, and red dates in it. A real delicacy.

     In the centre is my maincourse. The rice is sprinkled with sesame seeds. I have some fried eggs with bacon in it. Yum. Wondering what is that purplish blue cartoon in my lunchbox, no dinnerbox? haha, That is an elephant shaped container for soya sauce! Hehe. Interesting le...

     Upper left of the picture is a container full of bittergourd soup. Its good to drink to reduce the "heatiness" in your body. In other words, helps to cool your body down! Usually things that are beneficial to our health tastes bad but you know what? This soup taste GOOD! What a scrumptious dinner I had..                                 Hope you have a nice one too!

Project

     On september 1, 2, 3, i went to a school camp at MBS Rawang. Its a wonderful trip. Lots of memories stored during those 3 short days.I am targeting to finish my poemistic journal on the trip. Should take up around 16 chapters. Currently only chapter one is done... Probably will take up several months... So hard to give enough time and attention to eveything i want to do!!

Sleep Deprived

     After posting on blog last night, my relatives came over to have a slumber party! What a surprise!! My boring day was suddenly so event filled. So called though.. But one disadvantage is that, after the slumber party, you will be sleep deprived. Just like what I am experiencing now.. Haiz.. The phrase"everything comes with a price" is sure appropriate to be of use here.

     I am  gearing to take up art course for my college studies but.. recently I found another of my interest. I adore art. Drawing, Crafts making.. I love it. I was sure of what I want to go into but not now.. I am juggling between - Art teacher(or some thing that has got to do with art) and conservationist.I find being a conservationist is very meaningful and I get to work with nature which par side by side with art. It seems like being a conservationist is has a wider market. Another so called problem that I have is that I have been gearing myself toward art and if I am to say that I want to be a conservationist, I have to switch to science stream!( Science is an.O.K. subject for me) Please do comment.. I need advises..

day after day

A day has come
A day has passed
Boredom comes
And starts to rusts

Nothing fun
Pointless to run
Life then slows
and then turns cold

What on earth am i talking about.. Anyway today for me is R.E.A.L slow and boring day.. Yikes..

A boredoms day is real real hard to pass..

New to me

This is my very first blog post. Not exactly sure what this is about and what it can do. But i am eager to share my experiences that i have experienced in life. High and low, choppy and calm... Wonderful... not sure where to start. Will come back with an entry. Got to brush up my descripting skills too.. getting rusty.